Can we stop?

When I was younger I couldn’t wait to grow up so I can accomplish all and have it all. Here I am all grown up and finding myself the happiest I’ve ever been. And yet, there is still something or someone I can’t have right away and it drives me absolutely crazy. When do we stop wanting? Do we ever or are we cursed with the endless thirst and desire for wanting something or someone else? Is this what we are to expect of life: to be greedy of possession obsessions and power or our hearts to always ache for someone who isn’t available? Or may be I’ve become spoiled as I’ve always gotten what I truly wanted at the end and now it’s just not coming quick enough? Can I stop? And if I can convince myself to stop, will I die?

And people are not within our control so do we just wait around for the ones that we’re meant to be with? Who decides that? Or do you just suffer and try until you really start hitting your limit just to realize that he’s not available to you so may not be the one? When timing is not right, is this the Universe’s sign of telling you to stop and walk away? Or is it all bull shit and you craft your own path and destiny?

Don’t know about you, but for people like me the obvious answer is “go after it if you really want it!” Otherwise my soul will die. It works because I don’t want too much…And when it comes to that special someone that we call “the one”, well, still searching…I may already see him, I’ll just have to wait around until he sees me. In the meantime, there is plenty of handsome guys just to entertain me. And I don’t even feel badly about it anymore…

 

About Desi Stark

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