What are we waiting for?

The wind is pirouetting through the trees, palms and houses outside and I can clearly hear it sporadically picking up velocity; occasionally a chill air peaks in through the windows and glides through my face just enough to remind me that nature can reach me even in my bedroom…just like the thoughts in my mind…twirling and playing inside my brain…one after another. A symphony of thoughts in disarray flowing through and presenting themselves like a fashion show…one after another walking down the runway of my mind and reminding me it’s the only thing I can never escape. Someone asked me once “what are you running away from?” and it shook me a bit as I never looked at it that way. I always thought that I’m rather running towards something not away but today I’m starting to doubt that…Have I been so ignorant and conceited not to realize the truth or I’ve actually believed that I’m in fact chasing something extraordinary and I’m in such a hurry to find it and keep on rushing through it all? Have I been too dismissive in hastily moving past certain events or people and on to the next one too quickly without giving it enough time to fully develop and turn into something special? Do we ever give chances a dignified amount of time or are we fully consumed by the magic of all the movies we’ve seen where fairytales do exist and within 90 minutes? Are we just fooling ourselves in searching for one?

The wind continues to softly whisper and whoosh through my window…just like the thoughts in my mind…. and neither of them has any answers for me…

About Desi Stark

All luxury beauty and lifestyle with a sprinkle of the occasional random thought and some life stories.
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